This time next week, we
will hopefully be getting ready to head to the beach for a church picnic!
I am hoping that it
will be a time of deep inner healing for me as I have experienced picnic-oriented
trauma this week.
On Tuesday we went to
catch a few songs at the bandstand where our very own Colin (who was 60
yesterday!!!) was playing as part of the Aberystwyth Silver Band. We were
enjoying the show and Lydia was dancing away. And then… Christine volunteered
me to sing a song along with the band… ‘Teddy Bear’s Picnic.’ My attempts to
refuse were entirely futile and to my horror I found myself in front of a crowd
of people I didn’t know, singing a song that it turns out I don’t know, in a
key that was not good for my vocal range, and that felt like it lasted about 2
hours! Sound bad? Trust me… it was worse. I can’t remember being that
embarrassed in years! It wasn’t even good enough to be funny for the onlookers.
It was SO BAD!
As we cycled home (with
Lydia screaming in her seat on the back of my bike because we had stopped her
dancing) I realised how healthy for my soul it was to have been taken so far
out of my comfort zone and to feel so ridiculous in front of those people – it
really did my heart good to be so humbled!
By the time I got home I
had started to forgive Cathryn for crying with laughter through the whole
traumatic event and Amy for videoing it on her phone. In time, perhaps the
wounds will heal – but if anyone tries to sing that song in front of me at our
picnic next week… Don’t be surprised if you end up in the water. You have been
warned.
James4:6 …‘God
opposes the proud
but shows favour to the humble.’
but shows favour to the humble.’
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